I got to hold her again today! We wrapped her all up in her blanket aunt Heidi made for her. I couldn't stop just starring at her and deep down realizing what is going to happen. Although I know Heavenly Father was there for me to comfort me. I wanted to spend her last days here with peace and happiness. And create good memories with her. That day I told her about her Mom and Dad, Grandparents, Aunts, Uncle and her cousins. I told her we would miss her so much, but I also told her that if she needed to be somewhere else that I would be Okay. I told her it was ok if she needed to leave. She did her work here! She has been such an amazing blessing in our lives. "Taylor you are such a brave little girl to do what you have done, I love you so much...if you have to leave please let me know that you are ok".
Later that night we arrange to have Taylor blessed. Grandpa and Grandma Wutzke got her a blessing dress. I got to dress her. She looked like a little angel. She had a white lace headband with a white bow on it. A long white beautiful dress.
We invited all the family to the hospital. The Bishop came to the hospital along with a couple from our church. First the bishop gave her a blessing, it was a great blessing. After the Bishop's blessing grandpa Wutzke gave her a name and a blessing. Both of them filled my eyes with overwhelming tears. I felt the spirit so strong...I knew what was going to happen and I felt comfort. I also knew how much our Heavenly Father loves us and Taylor. I knew He needed her back.
After the blessings everyone left except Cammon and I. Cammon got to hold her for the first time. What an experience he was so scared at first, but he did it and loved it. He was so thankful that he got to hold her. Then after he was done I got to hold her. She was still in her Beautiful white blessing dress. What a perfect little girl.
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